I wish I could diet normally and see results, because sometimes keto sucks so much. In keto, when you take a cheat you feel crappy, you gain about 2-3 lbs in water weight, and you have to use extra days to get back in keto. 

Sometimes, I wish I could just have a fast food meal and then move on, but with keto is this whole elaborate process :/. 

posted 3 weeks ago with 18 notes

Keto: Day 1

So, restarting at 251 lbs :/. Pretty sure it’s water weight, because I have only been off for 2 days. Anyways, back on and I need to keep track of the days. 

No more cheating during today and July 23rd. I can do it. I know I can. I just need to take it more of a day by day instead of looking at it as 4 1/2 months. By the end of this month, I want to be at least 235 lbs. 

Recording everything I eat and I am cutting back on things like eating out ( unless I am out with family or friends), processed foods, and artificial sweeteners. Also, not eating beyond the hour 8:30 pm. It’s not that food can tell time, but your body does know when there is food in your stomach and going to sleep. 

Does anyone has any tips for me?

posted 1 month ago with 10 notes

Cauliflower and Myfitnesspal.

Roasting more cauliflower!  At the end, I pretty much kept to my macros, stayed within  my calorie limit, and didn’t go over my carbs :D :D. I think I like tracking now. Like I legit like seeing myself make goals. I like the effect of tracking too. I know I am not going over my calorie or carbs anymore :). 

The only thing I need to work on is drinking more water. A wonderful girl recommend some teas, so I am going to go out and buy some soon. YAY! Yay for being on track. 

P.S. If you are looking for a sign to get back on track, this is it!!! Take this as your sign. WOOT WOOT. 

posted 2 months ago with 2 notes

I need to go out and buy more pre made hot wing, because I love eating them. They are 3 carbs for 7 pieces like what!?? I’m making some right now :). I might have some veggies after this though, because I only got like 400 calories today. I know that is way to low. 

This morning, I had bullet proof coffee and that’s it. I spent the rest of the day struggling to eat, because nothing sounded/looked good. So, green bell peppers and onions with cheese after this later on tonight. It’ll be a while before I got to sleep…. So, yeah. I might even make some peanut butter cookies. 

posted 2 months ago

Cheated :/

Anywho, had a cheat meal while out with my family. I asked a couple of friends and they suggested a cheat meal or for the rest of the holidays.

I thought I would’ve been ok, but I’m really not. I’m already kind of freaking out about what I’ll weigh tomorrow. So, I’m getting right back on keto tomorrow and through Christmas break. I need to be at my goal weight before my 21st birthday. I really do.

So, yeah. Back to counting calories, grams, and macros.

posted 4 months ago

Working Out?

I don’t understand people who feel good after working out? Like I want to punch someone when I’m done. I don’t want anyone to talk to me. I just want to sleep or relax.

Is there some secret to it? Or like do I have to trick myself into being happy about it…..

posted 4 months ago with 5 notes


At my doctor’s appointment, the nurse who took my stats said that I was just shy of 5’4”….. Every year they tell me that I am 5’5”…. When the hell did I shrink a whole foot? Is there a way I can get a correct measurement? Because this could change a lot in terms of what I want to weigh. 

posted 4 months ago with 3 notes


My doctor told me to restart my metformin at 2 pills a day, everyday. I took two after I came back home from the hospital. It is wrecking havoc on my stomach :/.  TMI moment…. but going to the bathroom has not been pleasant. Unfortunately, that isn’t a reason to get off the medicine haha. I know it’ll help me in the long run though when it comes to food. 

posted 4 months ago

Just ate my dinner… best steak I have ever had. It was amazing! <3 Making it again tomorrow with strawberry cheesecake <3. If things go well, i’ll post pictures tomorrow cause I didn’t get to it today. 

posted 4 months ago with 4 notes

Gonna make strawberry cheesecake today :D. Which means I gotta keep carbs at a low today. For lunch I might make steakums plus bulletproof coffee and then for dinner a ribeye. 

EDIT: No steakum…. maybe but with very little green bell peppers and onions… like half of what I usually make.I’ll also post a pic of my food today, because I haven’t done that in a while. 

posted 4 months ago with 1 note

Hella excited to go home and drink a buletproof coffee <3. Super hella excited to eat my ribs w/ butter on top for dinner. Negative hella excited to do my homework that is due at 11 pm tonight. bleh :/

posted 4 months ago

Restart keto again :/

I failed in restarting keto over the thanksgiving holiday :(. I felt bad because I gained to 250 lbs, but it’s done. Restarting today :). I already have some ribs in the oven for dinner  ( 4 carbs cause I used splenda brown sugar). I still need to go to the commissary for lunch though :/. So, I am going to go right now. 

posted 4 months ago

Recent weigh-in and Goals?

At least I weighed in at 238.2 lbs this morning. I wanna try and get out of the 230’s by the end of September. I wanna be at least 225 lbs. That’s 13 lbs. I think it’s doable if I workout and eat the way I am suppose to.

I also want to be close to out of the 200’s before the end of this year or even at Jan. of next year. Is that too overzealous? I feel like that might be a little too ambitious…. Like 190 at December….. that would be so amazing. 

Anywho, I have a question. So, if I am eating a calorie deficient and working out to lose weight. How am I suppose to increase my lifts? From what I read, I understand that I am going to hit a wall where my body will need more calories? So, do I increase my calories and workout harder to continue losing weight? Or what???? I’m confused…. 

posted 7 months ago with 1 note

Shin splints…

Pretty sure I haven’t worked out in over a week…… and yet I feel like I have really bad shin splints. Is there a reason for that or do I need to hit up the hospital? 

posted 7 months ago

:/ ?

So, I can’t do deadlifts at my local gym. Is there a way I can do them at home? I don’t have any weights I can get to at the moment. 

posted 8 months ago with 3 notes